Recent Entries
Max, this is how I feel!!!
So everytime I see you I think of that song "miss murder" or "I caught fire". Remember you dedicated then to me? Even though you dedicated them to me,... read more
Letter To Him #4 (last)
Dear Ralf, I'm sorry for everything I've done that hurt you. And I'm sorry if Ralfie brainwashed you, or me. I ju... read more
Letter To Him #3
Ralf, Didn't you say that you're my friend? If so, then why didn't you let me in? And why don't you respond on aim? I still don't un... read more
Silence & Fear
Fear sets in when it's too quiet. You never know what to expect. You could be just sitting there when a bullet goes flying through your window and int... read more
Letter To Him #2
My love, I don't know why and I don't know how you can have such bad feelings for me after all we've been through together. I never did anything to hu... read more
Letter To Him #1
Why are you doing this to me? Your the person I fucking love, the only reason I got into this whole shit was so I can at least be with you. I love you... read more
Blood-Stained Depression (Pt. 2)
People look at me eveyday And judge me by my past They see the way I walk alone In their eyes, the outcast I try to stray away And distract myse... read more
Vertigo
Vertigo. The quiet of the night soon leads to the ugliest ringing in your ears. You feel so unwanted as the dizzyness sets in. Then that one name, the... read more
This Poor Broken Down Soul
One day you wake up happy, not knowing. You think he's the right one, but he just thinks you're another slut. All he wants is to get rid of you, but ... read more
